Bondage and Bruisemarks

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 10:00:44 GMT

January 11th, 2004 - July 5th, 2007

New Journal: deetzie

It is up to you whether you add me or not. I'm doing this for me and I pretty much write for me, if you feel inclined to add me, feel free, if not...oh well.

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Tangerine♥

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 22:30:51 GMT

TOTALLY DUDE!

Yep, I'm going back to Mary Jane hair.

I'm trimming it tonight and then let the stripping and bleaching occur!

Wow, I almost feel 17 again when I dyed my hair every color under the sun, awww.

Oh and I'm moving to Fort Collins, CO. How do you like them apples?? I know I do :)

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TB

Best Quote

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 06:25:06 GMT

"It is women who bear the race in bloody agony. Suffering is a kind of horror. Blood is a kind of horror. Women are born with horror in their very bloodstream. It is a biological thing.
It is women who love horror. Gloat over it. Feed on it. Are nourished by it. Shudder and cling and cry out-and come back for more."
-Bela Lugosi

Bela, you are a smart, smart man!

So...

Sun, 20 May 2007 04:08:37 GMT

I've put a lot of thought into a production type of business.

I'm opening Tangi Baby Productions, it's going to be a business and I'm going to open it as an LLC. It might just be Tangi Baby LLC. I chose LLC because it's going to be a smaller company, a very small one actually, just until my feet get off the ground.

If not, it's joining Joe and Nick in the shirt making business, hahaha.

Oh and I'm going to EDC this year and I'm super excited ^_^

Fri, 18 May 2007 05:04:59 GMT

So lately I've been thinking about entering the porn business, no no not as an actress, sorry to disappoint you Rob, but as a director, it's just an idea.

And as far as my site goes, it's still in baby steps.

We've also have a pending trademark on the name Tangerine, only to be used as modeling and so forth, because there are clubs, bands, and so forth that use it. But as far as we've come to find out and from researching we were able to file a form that allows us to use it strictly for modeling and acting. Whether or not it gets approved, we shall see.

I quit my job, Joe is going to take care of me *smile*, as I sit around and do nothing, hah, no I'm pretty much going to focus my priorities on creating stuff. Plus I only have my truck payment and insurance and of course nail money but I'm not all that expensive.

I'm going to go have a rum and coke, a smoke, and either watch Life Aquatic or play GTA.

I'll update more, promise ^_^

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Tangerine

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 06:09:08 GMT

I'm currently at 120 pounds, I weighed myself this morning and am proud :)

I got my nails done and bought some cute new clothes in sizes small and medium ^_^

I have two projects in the works. I'm not saying anything yet, but if they happen, I will write about it.

I've been in such a better mood lately, I'm loving it.

I saw Placebo last night...LOVED IT! They are so fucking amazing live. To bad I couldn't meet them again, oh well, seeing them in concert was enough for me.

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:38:29 GMT

Yesterday was an amazing day.

We went to go eat at my work first and the food was delicious. He drank a bit and then we bought some Paradise Passion Fruit tequila at my store.

We then went to the movies and watched GrindHouse. Go see it, I HIGHLY recommend it. It was fantastic.

Then we went to Rockabilly weekend and checked out all the cars. Sadly they didn't have a '53 Buick special but they did have a '56 so it was nice to see.

We came home, did a bunch of shots and then I had a tequila/strawberry drink and we watched Employee of the Month.

Then today I went shopping and bought food and then we went over to my moms house and I cooked, yes I actually cooked. I made cupcakes and everyone thought they were delicious, I was very proud of myself

I gained almost all the weight I lost back, it sucks, but I'm happy. I'm currently 128 pounds.

Anyway. That's it with me. Just working and then enjoying life. Nice :)

Holy Shit....

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 06:58:28 GMT

We did it.

We got married.

God, I hope I don't turn into Elizabeth Taylor.

As for our honeymoon we actually went to the movies, not the dollar theatre, and saw The Hills Have Eyes 2, it was pretty decent, some cool parts, but not awesome or anything. I'd wait till it came to dvd to see it, and I think The Hills Have Eyes 1 remake was alot better.

We're going to the library tomorrow.

And I think I'm getting a new phone on friday, if I don't, I'm getting more tattoos and then my finger tattoo touched up.

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 22:11:39 GMT

So I just finished reading Poppy Z. Brites newest book D*U*C*K and it was pretty good, I enjoyed it. Of course all of her earlier work is going to be my favorite, but I'm really impressed with how she writes now and how sucked in I really get into this type of writing.

Now I'm moving onto the other two books I got from the library The History of Pirates by Angus Konstam and Better Than Sex by Hunter S. Thompson, I'm more interested in reading Hunters book, I've always been semi-fascinated with him but within the past few months I've actually been sitting down and reading alot of his work and I heard this was a pretty interesting book.

It's so beautiful outside today, I really should go out there.

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 02:07:44 GMT

I don't see how you can try and make yourself seem so wonderful and beautiful and skinny on the internet but taking angle pictures. I mean when people meet you, aren't they dissapointed?

Why pretend to date celebrities, rockstars, journalists, whatever, just so you can make a few people jealous? Don't you ever get sick of lying to yourself? Having to always act a certain way just to project some image you've created?

I'm crazy, yes. I scream, yell, throw tantrums, hissy fits, I drink to much, I take to many drugs, and yes I'm talked shit on people when I thought that had deserved it by making up stories and rubbing shit into peoples faces. HELLO WE KNOW THIS! But I have never pretended to date or know or be something that I'm not.

I have never casually ran into AFI back in the day, I practically stalked them, and they probably knew it to. When you sit back and look at it, it makes me sick to my stomach, but yes I thought it was cool at the time.

I don't pretend to have a cool car, a cool job, a cool phone, a cool purse, whatever.
I work at Margaritaville and get paid $9.50/hr, I drive a white truck which I pay $450 a month for, I have a little flip phone from t-mobile, and I carry a bright orange bag which I bought for $10.

It's not about who you know, it's about what you know. Pretending and doing other stuff just to get people to like you is NOT smart, it makes you manipulative. If you're cool with that, then awesome, but don't hide the fact that you are.

People everywhere are the same, there are SO many shady ass manipulative people out here in Vegas, I'm beginning to think this city is even more shallow then L.A. You can not find a decent friend out here, minus the two that I have.

Also if you don't like a person and don't want to be their friend anymore, don't make up some bullshit excuse and then turn everything around on them. Come out and tell them to their face, it's much easier and it gives you one less thing to lie about.

I'm just so sick of everyone and their lies and their nonsense, seriously GROW UP!

That is all..
for now at least.

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 00:03:42 GMT

Ok. Sorry if I was being a bitch.

I need to be nice, sorry.

I'm currently reading 1000 tattoos by Taschen, it's wonderful.

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 04:56:29 GMT

hahahahahaha!

Some girls are still fatties! and it's so cute of them to pretend they're all awesome and stuff.

Joe and I went to Disenyland and it was fantastic. We had a big spa tub in our room and it was wonderful. We rode pretty much everything and we didn't think we would, I've never rode Indiana Jones before but that is my new favorite ride, I love it. Yep.

I've got a secret.
Jeremy really puts meaning to that saying "old habits die hard" or maybe it's Joe who puts meaning to that saying. Who knows. Boys are fun I guess.

Oh and you thought Nicole Richie was skinny!?
You just wait and see my friend.
Dieting is my newest addiction, I love doing crunches until my stomach bleeds, hah.

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 18:55:39 GMT

I seriously love getting paid $10.00/hr to sell shirts.
Goodbye Babies R Us and HELLO Margaritaville!

Life is becoming nicer by the day. 2007 is going to be a great year.

And for Valentines day/Anniversary we are going to Disneyland!!
I finally got him to go, plus we're staying at the Desert Inn Suites, the one with the spa in the room and the bar, although we'll bring our own alcohol because I'm not paying $3.50 for a mini bottle of rum. I'll take pictures once were there.

I also got a new camera, it's pink AND it works very nicely. I don't even have to edit the pictures in photoshop because it's such good quality, I just upload them and resize. So much better than the shotty kodak easyshare camera I had.

But yeah, I'm just SUPER REALLY excited for Disneyland.

That's all for now.

So yeah

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 15:39:34 GMT

I'm sitting here and I can here a train passing by outside the window. I've had my morning coffee and my morning newport 100. I have yet to have my morning xanax but I think I might go without that today.

I'm getting fat and I'm not fond of it. I'm going to eat better, I'm going to stop smoking, and I'm going to stop taking drugs. I'm not quitting drinking though, I really only drink rum and wine. I can eat three texas double whoppers throughout my day, I'm not sure if that's something to brag about though. I'm going to get better and I'm going to succeed.

I need to get more tattoos and I need to cut my bangs. I need to play more video games and I need to make my truck payment. Those are my absolute needs. My only want includes a Nintendo DS with Animal Crossing and Mario Kart.

I'm going to make my own website, Joe has tons of website books. I'm going to learn how to do vector art. The website he's working on is coming along pretty nicely and I'm very proud of him. I want my own though.

He's gonna start taking pictures of me, SuicideGirls failed and I've been considering GodsGirls but I might branch out by myself and see if that takes me anywhere. I don't see the point in signing a contract when it's pictures of MY body and I can't make anything out of it because a company owns the rights, no way.

Pictures soon and a better update. Maybe even some pictures.

It's a new year and new start for me, maybe I should get a new journal, hmm.

Well I need to go to work >.

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 23:02:14 GMT

Haha.

My daddy didn't drive a ford, I need to make up for that.

My hair is getting long now and plus it's so soft and nice, it's in amazing condition, alot better than the past three years.

Mmmm

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 04:59:35 GMT

My aunt gave me Lortabs 7.5 & 10s, Somas, Valiums, and Xanax.

HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR TO ME!

Happy new year to everyone else to.

I'm going to go watch Natural Born Killers and catch up with my old friend Mr. Morgan

cough

Fri, 08 Dec 2006 21:21:49 GMT

I'm sick and it sucks.

The only thing thats making me feel better is listening to Nicks music.

He's a talented one, he truly is.

I do have paperwork to fill out at Babies R Us tomorrow.
Now I can make my truck payment!

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 11:15:57 GMT

Yes and this is will be my new tattoo as well, next week most likely. Charlie is always booked up because he's amazing at portraits but I always make him do random stuff...haha.

Ok, another lortab then goodnight!
I swear!

!!!

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 10:58:51 GMT

So I cut bangs. I like them, I did miss them.

I'll probably have Joe take a couple pictures of me tomorrow.

And I don't think I'll be doing blonde hair, maybe black with dark red tones but probably just basic black. I've grown to love plain back. Plus my hair is so healthy, the healthiest it's been in a long time and soft and I don't want to ruin that.

I had three lortabs, I'm very content and happy right now.

Plus I'm getting two tattoos for christmas and maybe just maybe a custom made corset, depending on how good of a girl I'll be for Joe ^_^
And no the tattoo won't be of the picture of the junko mizuno girls, not for awhile and I think I'm going to get both of them, one on each calf.

A couple new people added me so I'm also going to find you on myspace as well :)

Goodnight
*salutes*

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 00:39:14 GMT

Neglected girls needn't worry, that's what god made sailors for

^___^

The other picture about what he brought didn't come up but oh well, I'm dropping acid with Bowie. hahaha.

I need a burger.

Movies!

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 23:10:11 GMT

Everyone go watch "Stranger Than Fiction" with Will Ferrell and the ever so beautiful Maggie Gyllenhaal

Also Watch "Click" with Adam Sandler

but do not watch "Hard Candy" it was pretty stupid in my opinion.

I rented Hedwig and the Angry Inch from the library, it's been almost 5 months since the last time I watched it. A Clockwork Orange wasn't available =(. I think I should really buy the movie instead of constantly renting it from the library.

I NEED A JOB!

PETsMART is a horrible company. You may get your benefits and 401K in a couple months but they treat you like crap. You work your ass off but get nothing. It may just be the ones out in Vegas.

I would love to go back to school, but I'm not lucky and my mommy and daddy didn't co-sign for my truck, so I have big payments and need a job. Blah.

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 00:40:00 GMT

Hello.

An entry will follow very soon..

Yay!

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 16:28:00 GMT

So I'm working in a haunted house for the month of October.

I'm working at Circus Circus in their FrightDome, it is really awesome this year. Plus they added a new house, The Zombie Mansion and they have the little clown from SAW riding around on his bike. It's so weird to walk through the houses while lights are on and nobody is in there and nothing is really working, it actually seems more creepier.

I'm really excited, this is going to be fun. Plus I'm getting paid, I mean getting paid to scared people, that's awesome.

Oh and CAPTAIN SPAULDING! is making a special appearance opening night on October 6th.

So really go to: www.Frightdome.com and get your tickets.
Oh and let me know if you're coming, so I can be prepared to scare you =)

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 04:46:18 GMT

You take the good with the bad.
Just when you're fed up, you remember the good because it outweighs the bad.
If it's meant to be, things will work out.
And it finally worked out.
I know
I really know..

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 03:51:55 GMT

So I'm working this morning and at about 8:30am Joe calls me and tells me how much he loves me and when he comes back down here soon, he's going to marry me. >.<

Plus Jeremy hasn't talked to me for two days and I don't know what I did, he hasn't stopped in or anything, double >.<

The only plus side is that I registered my truck today and it only cost me $140, score. And I got personalized plates, when they come in I'll take a picture.

Men just seriously suck all together, Jeremy is 24 and Joe is 25, why do they not act their age and play little kid games. Honestly, what the fuck.

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